I was in late high school and my best friend was ‘Stephen’, not his real name but neither of us are ‘out’ so I think he’d appreciate me using an alias.

We were mates, both pretty good at school, neither of us much of athletes although we played everything, swimming, tennis, golf, rugby you name it we did it like most Aussie kids.  Both Stephen and I were members of a Surf Life Saving Club so hanging out in speedos was no big deal.  Saying that, if we weren’t doing life saving stuff, we would wearing speedos under our board shorts but wouldn’t wear only speedos all the time.

Both of us being a little nerdy we had the attention of some of the girls, we had both made out and grabbed a feel of girls at school dances but we weren’t even close to getting laid and neither of us really had girlfriends growing up.

I wish I could go back and visit myself then and tell my younger self that it will all be OK, I won’t die a virgin which was a thought in the back of my mind.

At the time I don’t think Stephen or I thought of ourselves as gay or even bisexual at all.  I had always liked the way speedos felt and used them when I was masturbating, which was rather prolific, and I had trouble not getting an erection every time I put on a pair of speedos but again I remember pretty much being horny the whole time no matter what.

So one summer my parents had moved into a new house and there was a pool in the backyard, there was a bit of land and the pool was away from the house with a small games room which had a bathroom and shower in it, some old couches and a TV.  As usual Stephen and I hung out all summer.  Also that summer, Stephen discovered his Dads porno collection….. it was a bunch of old VHS videos, but a lot of them, like 60, maybe more.  This was like discovering gold.

As summer started, our parents would hang out and have dinner parties and stuff so whenever they came over, Stephen would ‘borrow’ a movie from his Dad’s collection.  Later in the evening when we knew the parents wouldn’t both us, Stephen and I would be down in the pool house and start watching these horrible, grainy old porno movies.  I’m sure looking back I’d be ashamed of watching it, particularly considering the movie archive that I’ve build up on SwimmerBoyz.com (85 hours, searchable, HD and at my fingertips).

When these evenings started we would both be in our usual attire, board shorts with speedos under them since we were in and out of the water all day.  We’d both be watching these movies, both with erections straining the front of our speedos.  To start, we didn’t do anything but we’ve both have to ‘go to the bathroom’ when it became too much.

We both knew what the other was doing but at first we pretended not to.

Over the next few weeks, we both got a little braver….

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