I was just thinking about Alex dropping around last Friday….. I always wonder what we’d look like on film.

You guys know I’m not completely out to all of my family and friends so pics like this probably aren’t going to appear online anytime soon.  Alex is completely in the closet and not ‘out’ to anyone.

I remember growing up, my Dad telling me that the hardest thing in the world…. is keeping a secret.  He also told me not many people could do it.

There are a few people who know about my sexuality in its complete and sometimes complexity.  When it comes to business and these sites, there are even fewer people who really know about everything – I could count them on the fingers of one hand (not including the thumb).  I really value the confidence I have in these people.

You guys know I’d really love to show off some footage of Alex and I doing some naughty things in our speedos, it just isn’t happening.  Alex has given me his trust.  Alex knew all about this blog and had been a member of SwimmerBoyz.com before he told me his ‘secret’.  I hold that trust that he has given me dearly and it isn’t something I would ever break.

This has been something I’ve been aware of since I started SwimmerBoyz.com, I keep the information of members that join very close to heart   When it comes to Alex, I definitely keep his stuff close to heart so despite how many emails I get asking for pics of Alex and me fucking in speedos….. probably ain’t gunna happen.

I will admit, there are a few of my own discreet pics amongst the archives of SwimmerBoyz.com.