All weekend I have been agonizing over my encounter on Friday with Tony (aka  – the Married Guy).  And, I must add, there might be 5,500 daily readers of this blog and only one of you gave me any insight or advice…. thanks Walt I really appreciate it.

To top it off, I’ve been horny as all hell all weekend.  Alex and his ‘boyfriend’ are out of town and Grindr had nothing but flakey people all weekend.

• Grindr rant: I really hate the new ‘flame’ Imogi that Grindr does, I receive a message and its says ‘Photo Received’ and I’m all excited expecting a speedo selfie and I get some shitty flame icon.  I must have received 20 of them yesterday, I did not replied to ANY of them.  When I contact a guy on Grindr, I say “Hi, I’m Dave, I’m looking for something this arvo (afternoon).” And I attached a photo.  Is that too much to ask?

Sorry….. I’m really horny.

I’m so horny, I even chilled out in the back yard Sunday afternoon in a speedo thinking that maybe one of the girls next door would molest me but alas, they are out of town as well.

I was saving my load in case someone wanted to cum over and help me but I ended up cumming in a pair of speedo while watching some old Speedo Student videos (I login to SwimmerBoyz.com when I’m horny).

Back to the cause of the bulge in the front of my speedos, Tony the Married Guy, I’ve been with married guys before, but their wives were in the same bed and encouraging it.  Outside of those parameters, I’ve never been with a married guy.  It turns me on SOOOOO much.  Is that weird?

Thus far I have restrained my urge to text or email Tony…..

I could tell him that I’m Dave ‘Speedo’ Evans, that would put the ball in his court and see what he comes back with, maybe he knows already and is reading this very blog post that I’m writing.  Unfortunately, I don’t think I have enough courage to do that, then I’d be weirded out going to the pool if I read the signals entire wrong.

Right now I don’t have the courage to do anything so I’ll just go to the pool at the same time and see if he is there and see what happens.