This is a late night post – and I have had a few beverages (not too many though – I’m not sloshed or anything).
I just got home from a ‘date’ with someone that I met online. We were going to catch up for a drink this arvo, then it started snowing so he couldn’t make it up to town then just as I sat down to watch the weather, and poured my second scotch for the evening. Once this guy told me that he wasn’t coming to down I did go to town on my cock…. lemme explain. I had a feeling we might be catching up this arvo so this morning I didn’t have my usual wake up wank. So all day I have been horny as hell – I went for a swim, soooo wanted to wack off in the shower, then tried to do some work but I seriously couldn’t.
So when ‘he’ told me that he wasn’t going to make it tonight I wanked 3 times within an hour. I was a little hungover from last night which made that possible.
Then I get the call that he is down the road and if I’d like to join him for a drink. So I did – he had a really cute face, seemed pretty fun (he doesn’t snowboard and doesn’t like hiking which is a bit of a bummer but I can handle that). Thing is he was having a drink with a mate of his who is a bit older – his mate just happens to know my landlord (who lives in the house next door to me and my landlord and I go fishing a fair bit). Talk about a small world!!!
Everything was going good – a little bit of discrete touching of legs and I was feeling pretty darn confident (the older mate saw some people he knew so ducked off and left us alone). Then we were thinking of leaving so ‘he’ went to check on his mate – I went to the bathroom and since ‘he’ wasn’t back at the bar yet I stood outside and ended up talking to this French chick about snowboarding. I was keeping an eye out but somehow ‘he’ got back into the bar and I didn’t realise – I was thinking that he had ditched me and I’m guess that he was thinking the same about me. Finally I go back into the bar and he is talking to another guy – who I know and who is a fucking looser. Now I’m the 3rd wheel…. thankfully ‘his’ mate comes back and does an awesome block by telling the guy that the three of us were discussing some business.
But, I think it is too late. Now ‘he’ feels sorry for this guy because he is a looser. When we left ‘he’ checked in on the looser and said goodnight and as we were walking down the street ‘he’ had to run back for his fone – BULLSHIT!!!!!
Am I reading too much into this guys?
As I sit here in front of the fire having a scotch and writing this post I’m in 2 minds…. I could feel rejected and bummed but at the same time I’m kinda not that bummed – he doesn’t snowboard, doesn’t like hiking, his arse is a little too big – his arse is fine I’m just finding reasons now.
We were supposed to catch up next week but I don’t know how to play it – I’d be super stoked to get some feedback from you guys. He is working tomorrow so he’ll be online if I want to touch base but I think that I should lay low and see what he comes back with – we had been drinking so perhaps he was a little drunk and I know that the older guy loves me so I’ll get a good word in there.
5 Comments
David Toronto
The greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. Nothing less.
Jack
Sounds like you are on slightly different wave lengths, not quite clicking yet. Let it be until he gets back to you, if he does. Enjoy the rest of what the world has to offer.
zebra
Well you don’t do too badly, you had a sore butt anyway, and a couple of weeks ago you were thinking in terms of conferring bf status on Mike! Naturally we all want you to triumph on every occasion — this momentary setback will just make the next one count double…
Dr. Phil
I’m sorry to hear there were mixed signals going in various directions there…
Awkward starts don’t have to mean the end of the world; in my own case, they often have, but I don’t have half of the stuff going for me that you do, so I wouldn’t fret over it too much.
It may not be “rejection” of you so much as perhaps confusion over his own feelings, in any event; sometimes being even subtly forward and interested is enough to send a guy running screaming in the other direction, unfortunately. (Again, that’s happened to me a ton of times.) It’s always easier to make excuses and avoid someone rather than telling the truth or being genuine, unfortunately, and many people of less integrity rely on such tactics in difficult situations.
Well, don’t take it too hard. We all still love you! And things sound like they’re going well otherwise with Mike, so be happy that so many things are going well, and don’t take this minor situation as anything more than that.
NTwink
Just let him know that you’re interested…if he wants something more he’ll let you know if not you do always have mike